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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience compassion as a feeling of the mind towards other human beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through caring about others justify myself for not being HERE in the moment as the breath-making excuses such as 'compassion' towards others,to not actually stand up for ME in every moment of every breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that if I do not feel compassion/empathy towards others that there must be something 'wrong' with me -and define that as a 'unatural state'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and alowed myself to care what others might think of me if they are to notice that-I do not show compassion in situations they might think i should.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry that they might think of me as being cold/wierd/strange becouse of not showing compassion as a feeling of the mind towards others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a fear of what others might say about me if they are to think that I have 'emotionless attitude' towards them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form relationships with others by feeling compassion towards them,and that way separate mself from them,instead of standing as one as equal as them.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that by my participation within compassion towards others-i am supporting mind consciousness system of other human beings, and their experience towards that i feel compasion for.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to relise that i fear experiencing that towards which i feel compassion for-and thus hiding 'fear' behind that feeling of compassion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dishonest with myself -using compassion and excuses for my dishonesties.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that if I do not feel compassion towards others that-i am not a human being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have to feel compassion and be compassionate in order to exist,to feel ALIVE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from compassion.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to recognise myself as compassion.

I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to live me as compassion,as the living application of me.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that:I am compassion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define compassion as a separate manifestation of me.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live compassion as me as one as equal in every moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live compassion as me for me as the living statement of me as 'who I am' as life as one as equal as all.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise myself as compassion,by not accepting and allowing anything less than 'who I really am' in every moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live compassion as the living statement of me as me as self honesty HERE in every moment as breath.