Jun 3, 2008

s-f compassion

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience compassion as a feeling of the mind towards other human beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through caring about others justify myself for not being HERE in the moment as the breath-making excuses such as 'compassion' towards others,to not actually stand up for ME in every moment of every breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that if I do not feel compassion/empathy towards others that there must be something 'wrong' with me -and define that as a 'unatural state'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and alowed myself to care what others might think of me if they are to notice that-I do not show compassion in situations they might think i should.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry that they might think of me as being cold/wierd/strange becouse of not showing compassion as a feeling of the mind towards others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a fear of what others might say about me if they are to think that I have 'emotionless attitude' towards them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form relationships with others by feeling compassion towards them,and that way separate mself from them,instead of standing as one as equal as them.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that by my participation within compassion towards others-i am supporting mind consciousness system of other human beings, and their experience towards that i feel compasion for.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to relise that i fear experiencing that towards which i feel compassion for-and thus hiding 'fear' behind that feeling of compassion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dishonest with myself -using compassion and excuses for my dishonesties.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe that if I do not feel compassion towards others that-i am not a human being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have to feel compassion and be compassionate in order to exist,to feel ALIVE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from compassion.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to recognise myself as compassion.

I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to live me as compassion,as the living application of me.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that:I am compassion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define compassion as a separate manifestation of me.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live compassion as me as one as equal in every moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live compassion as me for me as the living statement of me as 'who I am' as life as one as equal as all.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise myself as compassion,by not accepting and allowing anything less than 'who I really am' in every moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live compassion as the living statement of me as me as self honesty HERE in every moment as breath.

May 29, 2008

s-f money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value/worth to money,by defining it as something indispensable,as something that must be acquired.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire
having money,believing without it-I wouldn't be able to survive within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define money as necessity,as something that must be acquired at 'any cost'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a fear of losing money,believing that without it-I wouldn't be able to sustain myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define money as something 'bad'/'root of all evil'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in polarity manifestations through defining money according to polarity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame money for the current situation within this world-shifting responsibility towards something outside of me-instead of realising that is through me acceptance and allowance that the world is manifested this way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe money to be the cause of all problems within this world-instead of realising that is not money that is 'problem',but the way that human beings are using it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist money,by defining it as a separate manifestation of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put up resistance of having more money then i would possibly need,out of fear that it might have a influence on me and my participation within and as this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a relationship with money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear ' having/not having' money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect 'money' to fear itsself,and thus I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear my own fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constantly and continuously worry about money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that fear of losing money,will prevent that from happening.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to while writing about money have a picture of money within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach certain pictures/memories/ideas/believes/feelings/emotions to money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect 'respect/worth' to money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist in separation by resisting/rejecting money.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to embrace money instead of resisting it.

May 28, 2008

s-f movement

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to actually believe that i am completely/entirely directing me,being directive principle of me-while pain in me feet clearly indicates 'lack' of self-movement.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to move/direct myself,instead of allowing mind to do that for me-driving me through continuous circles of thoughts/emotions /feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregared some thoughts as 'not important enough' and let them slipping through my mind,without stoping/deleting them in the moment of their appearance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in polarity manifestations through defining thoughts as 'important/not important','good/bad','right/wrong' etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let certain thoughts slip through my mind when doing something/being busy with some task-postponing to 'deal with them' other time,when i am no occupied doing something-instead applying myself in the moment-not allowing single thought to pass through.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to indulge within my mind through my participation within thoughts-that way allowing mind to direc t me in those moments-instead of me standing up for me and moving me/directing me.

I forgive myself that I havent allowed myself to be directive principle of me in every moment within and as the breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mind to have 'power over me',through my participation within and as it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe/think mind to be 'more than' me,to have 'control over me'-becouse of my participation within it-instead of realising that that is only a belief/idea-and that if i accept and allow to participate within that belief/idea-that then through me acceptance and allowence-thats exactly what would be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within thoughts /emotions/feelings-and through that-allowing situation within this world to continue as it is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get cought in idea as if everithing that i do/my participation within this proces,won't stop anything within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire/want/need to see immidiate results within and as me and as this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be impatient.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as impatience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed impatience to exist within and as me.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to be patient.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'patience'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from me.

May 27, 2008

s-f on s-f

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to constantly and continuously analize what is the most effective way of applying myself within and as this process -instead of just letting go-and stand HERE in absolute s-honesty,in every moment within and as the breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself through anilizing to have tendencie to clinge onto knowledge and information ,instead applying it through self corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my self-forgiveness ,by defining it as 'effective/not effective' enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for being uncertain wether my application is 'effective enough'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being uncertain of wether my application is 'effective enough'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have myself believe my self-forgivneness application to be 'more effective' through writing with a pen on paper than typed on a keyboard.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my self-forgiveness application to be 'more effective' while writing than while loudly speeking words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that louder i speak/apply s-forgiveness,more effective to be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define effectivnes of my self-forgiveness application according to a volume of my voice.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about my effectivness within and as this process,instead of trusting me as process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from process,as if it is something that i am suppose to go through-defining it as a maniffestation separate from me-instead of standing as one as equal as process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a certain idea/belief/perception of what should I feel as a 'sign' of release of certain thought/emotion/feeling.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to while applying self-forgiveness expect 'tingling sensation' within and as my human physical body,as a 'sign' of release of a certain thought/emotion/feeling-and if that doesn't happen-believing it to not be effective.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define tingling sensation within and as my human physical body as a 'sign of release' of certain thought patterns.

May 23, 2008

s-f

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to do this process for me,and me ALONE,and not for anything or anyone outside of myself.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that this is my individual process,and that I have to STOP worrying about other human beings and their processes-they are responsible for themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be pre-occupied with what could/might possibly be occuring within other human beings minds,and 'where they are' within there own processes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about other human beings applications within and as this process,instead of realising that each individual is in their own process,and thus responsible for themselves as their own self-expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about other ppl processes,and use it,as a sort of distraction from my own process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project myself into the future within my mind,thinking about ''time-frame'' of this process-where could I be or what could I do within and as this process-instead of being here in the moment within and as the breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from process,by defining it as a manifestation separate from me,as something that i'm supposeto go through-instead standing as one as equal as process--I m process.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to be HERE in the moment as the breath,instead of being within the mind-wondering about future-about what might happen in t imes to come.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to divert my attention from myself as breath here as moment,to thoughts within the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from breath-defining it as a manifestation separate from me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take breath for granted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take anything for granted within and as this existance within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as the mind ,instead of me being here with me in and as the breath.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to be self-focused.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from awareness.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live/apply/express me within and as self awareness within and as this process.